Since the Official trailer is out, I feel compelled to write something about the movie. :D
Compared to other books that I have read, Twilight isn’t outstanding, it’s engaging but not totally ground breaking. The whole story is kind of disorganize, like it was written by a love struck first timer writer, teenager. The first movie was a disaster (pretty bland I’d say), the second movie is so so and the third installment is decent BUT I want to see this movie and I WILL watch this movie on November 18th. Why? Because I like it. I like the story, I like the romance and I like vampire movies.

I think the whole “I hate Twilight” started because Edward sparkles under the sun. Okayyy, I get that it’s different from what we normally see in vampire movies but seriously, what do we know about vampires anyway? It’s not like they are REAL, and it’s not like this is base from a TRUE STORY. It’s fiction; vampires, werewolves all of them are, so if Meyer wants to make vampires sparkle under the sun then so be it. =)))
If you find it ridiculous, how is it different from superheroes, wizards and/or other sci-fi/mystical/mythological creatures?

I think a lot of people hate the series because A LOT of people love it. I know It’s easy to hate/feel disincline with something if they know everyone else is crazy about it (like Justin Bieber).

I don’t get why Twilight’s on 3D though. Hahaha.

They are super possessive with their friends.
I first learned this when my ‘bestfriend’ from third grade threw a rock to my ‘new found friend’ and then isolated me from our group of friends.
It was tough getting the cold shoulder from them because we were always together but I didn’t give a fuck because I really like my NFF. She’s super cute kase hahaha so I sided with her. In the end they missed me and then took me back. Of course I missed them too so even tho I was thinking that their behavior was fkken outrageous. We reconciled and gave each other a big hug. I know, it’s so dramatic! But I just went along with it.


I don’t know if life’s really that way, full of drama. I dunno if they just got it from watching Sailormoon too much or whatever but I was kind of surprise that things like that happen and it seems so normal to them. I mean, I never once thought of isolating someone just because she has a different friend apart from me.

It happened again on 4th grade, I transferred to a co-ed school. Because I was a transferee, a lot of girls are fond of me. I was shy at that time and I wasn’t very good at socializing but I’m really nice so they like me a lot. One time, my friends got into a heated argument with this popular girl in our class. I don’t have anything against that girl; Actually, I like her because she’s so pretty and talented, so I was quiet throughout that time. I can’t remember the details clearly but we, the cleaners of the day, were called by our teacher in front of the class and she was asking why our group is biting each others’ head off. My ‘friends’ at that time were blaming the popular girl and they said that she’s bossy, that they don’t like her and they wish that someone else was the leader. The popular girl then burst our crying.. actually, I think everyone (in our group) was crying and I’m like this girl who was thinking “What is this even about?” =.=

So then our teacher asked who they want to be leader instead. Imagine my shock when they cried out my name in unison.

WTF?! =)))))))
I don’t even hate her.
I don’t even want to be the leader of a ‘cleaning’ group.
I felt so bad when the popular girl looked at me with tears all over her face
and I was like

It felt like I was the one who started the whole mumbo jumbo when I didn’t even say anything.

The whole “She’s not our friend anymore okay? because she found a new friend! She betrayed us! Do not talk to her or else!” scenario repeated itself over and over in each grade except I’m not the one getting isolated anymore. I learned that you should stick with your own clique FOREVER unless you found a new clique, and you think it’s better and that it’s totally fine if to dump the old one because the new clique will protect you. Muahahaha. It’s also nice if you also have one super friend so in case of another riot, you can depend on someone. =)))))

I think the worst kind of girls are the kind of girls who wants to be your friend because they only need something from you.
I also hate the kind of girls who gets close to you but says bad things behind your back because they’re actually jealous of you. (I had my share of these kind of bitches)

Bottomline is, you have to choose your friends carefully because some of the girls out there are INSANE.

Dapat ata d ko na ginalaw kulay ng buhok ko.
Nananahimik na nga kase eh.
Hindi naman kase talaga kailangang kulayan eh.
Anak naman ng tinapa oh.
Susme.
Oo, may part 2.
Tagalog naman.
Kase nadedepress ako.
Hahaha.
Bukas uulitin ko nanaman.
Patatagalin ko na ng two hours shet. Haha.
Pero pano pag palpak uli?
/Hmmm
Wag naman sana.
Nagsayang lang ako ng pera.
Tapos parang naka-high lang itsura ng buhok ko.

So today I woke up really early, around 7:30 AM (That’s too fkken early for someone who sleeps at 3). I don’t know if I was too sleep deprived today but after accompanying Chino to his school, I told him that I wanted to dye my hair.

So then we went to the closest beauty shop which was HBC. Unfortunately, the only available brand was Kolours. I wanted L’oreal but I was too damn grumpy to head to the mall. My butt was really itchy from all the sitting and waiting I did in his school. I was wearing leggings; and for some reason, I felt like a baby getting rashes from a diaper. No actual rashes tho, it was just super fakken itchy and I cannot stand it. I think, to some people, I looked like a kid who has ADHD because I kept moving around on my chair. And the heat! WTF. It was so damn hot.

Anyway, I settled for Kolours. The color was ‘Thai Tamarind’. The color wasn’t too light and not too dark either. I just wanted to lighten my hair a bit.

Fast forward. I think I fkken screwed up. I want to blame my boyfriend mostly because I put him in charge of application (read: I forced him). But maybe it was my fault because I washed it too soon or maybe because my hair’s so damn long and the colorant agent wasn’t enough? I don’t know why it went wrong but my hair looked like it was dyed by some kid. The color was so uneven! The color of the lower strands of my hair isn’t the same with the color above my head. The lower part still looks ‘coffee brown’ (my natural hair color) to me . The hair on top of my head is so, so much lighter. That damn instruction said not to leave it on my hair for more than 40 minutes, I even left it on my head for an hour. I’m going to redo it tomorrow. *sigh*

As much as possible, I want to forget everything that has happened like it was just a bad dream. I’ve never hated someone so much before. In fact, I don’t think I hated anyone this much except her. Yes, I hate her. It’s no secret. BUT that doesn’t mean I’m a “hater”. For the love of God. ‘Haters’ hate someone or something because they’re jealous. I know for myself that I’m not jealous (of her). /=.=\ I hate her because of everything that has happened; all the things that were said and done. Irreversible things if I may add.

It’s been like a year and everyone has already moved on but when something happens again, a chain reaction occurs. I have no control over it, I didn’t plan it, it’s fun to talk about it but the hatred is eating me up inside.

Someone told me to do something mean on her photo and I’m like “No, that’s harsh, it’s not like she…” I stopped midway because she really did say awful things about me in the past. My friend told me “See? You even remembered what she did to you.”
I didn’t do it tho (edit her photo). I don’t like the idea of stooping down to her level. Cliche? But that’s how I feel.

If I ever said anything bad about her, it was because she provoked me.
She referred to me as the “Virtual Highness” so I referred to her as “phahahaha ;3” (She speaks fluent weeabo language)
She called me a “menopausal grandma” so I called her a “slut” supported by claims of tons of men in our forum.
What”s up with menopausal grandma? Really? Does she want me to slap her with my sanitary pad full of menstrual blood?

Then she said I’m only pretty and that I look young because I photoshop my photos.
.. ….. …

First of all, I would like to thank her because she finds me pretty and young looking but sorry, I don’t think I owe it to photoshop. I owe it to my parents. B-)
Second, what the fuck is her problem with photoshop? Everyone uses it, even celebrities and models, and I’m certain that she uses it too. So don’t be a hypocrite.

Also, if she knows how to use the liquify tool effectively, I’m pretty sure she would *cough* *cough* make her hips/arms smaller. I know that she’s insecure with her body because she only post head shots and the angle of the camera is usually on top of her head. She also like to position her photo sideways, yea those things actually made her thinner.
I also know that she doesn’t smile because she got bad teeth…

I KNOW THESE THINGS BECAUSE SHE TOLD ME. And I had no problems with her being fat or whatsoever but she made me her enemy. She attacked my physical appearance so then I’m also gonna do the same. Immature? I’m only human. Shut up! =)))

So tell me, why can’t she post a photo smiling? :D If she’s ‘hiding’ her flaws that way, how much different is it with other people who uses photoshop to hide their own flaws?

I’m deeply sorry if you your enemy is pretty and smart, and that you got nothing against her. I’m sorry if you can only come up with empty insults or comments that has no actual basis. Remember, you started it. Not me.

I’m not a naturally mean person. I don’t come up with plans to destroy someone (although I like to imagine it especially before bedtime). I talk big a lot of times but that’s just it. I don’t actually take action unless I’m confronted directly. When I get mad with someone, I only stop talking to him/her. The reason why it got this big was because she did a lot of foolish things to make people hate her. I hope she doesn’t forget that.

people fear death because subconsciously we know that once we die it would be the end. No resurrection, no after life, no reincarnation, no heaven nor hell, no nothing. The uncertainty is what makes people cling to religious beliefs (which we don’t even know if it’s real or not) because truth is, we don’t want our puny lives to end just like that.

Think about it; People go to work, make money their whole lives, drive cars, worry about taxes… and for what? To die in the end? It just seems like life is just a big joke.

What is the purpose of humanity in the grand scheme of things? Are we here just to simply exist? If that’s the case, why are we even given the ability to think?

Being conscious of what’s happening around us is painful. The lower animals are lucky to live their whole lives not knowing such things.

At talagang pinanood sa first day ng showing diba? Hahaha.



I really like Pirates of the Caribbean. I watched the first three installments on a pirated DVD over and over hahaha. I really love the charisma of Captain Jack Sparrow.

I didn’t watch the movie in 3D though. Malabo kase mata ko. LOL. I can’t wear those 3D glasses over my eyeglasses so I opted for the standard version. :p
Anyway, I don’t think it’s a big loss if I didn’t watch it on 3D. It’s not like it has a lot of effects or anything.

Jack Sparrow is cute as always! I kinda miss Orlando Bloom and Keira Knightley. Yep, they didn’t make a single appearance on Stranger Tides! So sad. There are new faces though, Black Beard (Ian McShane) and his daughter, Angelica (Penelope Cruz). Black Beard’s ship rocks!

She’s being nice to me and it’s so creepy. lol.
Usually, she makes my life a living hell so treating me to Keyaki is surprising.