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Too much negative energy (again)

As much as possible, I want to forget everything that has happened like it was just a bad dream. I’ve never hated someone so much before. In fact, I don’t think I hated anyone this much except her. Yes, I hate her. It’s no secret. BUT that doesn’t mean I’m a “hater”. For the love of God. ‘Haters’ hate someone or something because they’re jealous. I know for myself that I’m not jealous (of her). /=.=\ I hate her because of everything that has happened; all the things that were said and done. Irreversible things if I may add.

It’s been like a year and everyone has already moved on but when something happens again, a chain reaction occurs. I have no control over it, I didn’t plan it, it’s fun to talk about it but the hatred is eating me up inside.

Someone told me to do something mean on her photo and I’m like “No, that’s harsh, it’s not like she…” I stopped midway because she really did say awful things about me in the past. My friend told me “See? You even remembered what she did to you.”
I didn’t do it tho (edit her photo). I don’t like the idea of stooping down to her level. Cliche? But that’s how I feel.

If I ever said anything bad about her, it was because she provoked me.
She referred to me as the “Virtual Highness” so I referred to her as “phahahaha ;3” (She speaks fluent weeabo language)
She called me a “menopausal grandma” so I called her a “slut” supported by claims of tons of men in our forum.
What”s up with menopausal grandma? Really? Does she want me to slap her with my sanitary pad full of menstrual blood?

Then she said I’m only pretty and that I look young because I photoshop my photos.
.. ….. …

First of all, I would like to thank her because she finds me pretty and young looking but sorry, I don’t think I owe it to photoshop. I owe it to my parents. B-)
Second, what the fuck is her problem with photoshop? Everyone uses it, even celebrities and models, and I’m certain that she uses it too. So don’t be a hypocrite.

Also, if she knows how to use the liquify tool effectively, I’m pretty sure she would *cough* *cough* make her hips/arms smaller. I know that she’s insecure with her body because she only post head shots and the angle of the camera is usually on top of her head. She also like to position her photo sideways, yea those things actually made her thinner.
I also know that she doesn’t smile because she got bad teeth…

I KNOW THESE THINGS BECAUSE SHE TOLD ME. And I had no problems with her being fat or whatsoever but she made me her enemy. She attacked my physical appearance so then I’m also gonna do the same. Immature? I’m only human. Shut up! =)))

So tell me, why can’t she post a photo smiling? :D If she’s ‘hiding’ her flaws that way, how much different is it with other people who uses photoshop to hide their own flaws?

I’m deeply sorry if you your enemy is pretty and smart, and that you got nothing against her. I’m sorry if you can only come up with empty insults or comments that has no actual basis. Remember, you started it. Not me.

I’m not a naturally mean person. I don’t come up with plans to destroy someone (although I like to imagine it especially before bedtime). I talk big a lot of times but that’s just it. I don’t actually take action unless I’m confronted directly. When I get mad with someone, I only stop talking to him/her. The reason why it got this big was because she did a lot of foolish things to make people hate her. I hope she doesn’t forget that.

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12 months ago

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